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something i really needed to get off my chest.
My world is spinning and it never getting better. Shit keeps happening and i feel like im falling apart. i cant breathe or move sometimes and im not even crying just the pain of being hurt by so many people is actually killing me. I keep wanting to hurt myself but i try so hard to turn away.i just dont know what to do anymore. i dont even want to leave my room i dont wanna see anyone ever again i cant even go to school cause i have absolutely no motivation to keep moving on. I just want to lay in bed close my eyes and disapear. I am so scared at this point if thing dont get better that im actually going to go insane. I just want everything to be normal. I want to stop fighting with my dad i want to start doing good in school and i just want the people that keep putting me down to realize i cant take it anymore. I want these rumors to stop i want people to stop thinking so badly of me when i havent done anything that these rumors have been saying. i am at my breaking point and all i want is to be happy again i cant fucking stand it.
FUCK THIS
fuck everything shit sucks -_____-
